That's the title of such an upbeat song by The Style Council (I'm dating myself here), but "upbeat" is not the mood I've been in of late. I think all the progesterone/Endometrin is really catching up with me; I feel ... volatile. Mood swings would be putting it mildly. Started the day OK -- it was sunny and warm, who can argue with that? I guess I can, because by noon I was feeling really gloomy about everything, not just IF. I had acupuncture today, and some of the points really, really hurt -- that doesn't usually happen. And it usually lifts my spirits a little but didn't much today. There's no easy way through this time -- guess you just have to gut it out and try to be kind to yourself.
Crazy dreams lately, too, including one last night where someone who I knew in my dream to be Gary Coleman was following me around a mall, trying to get me to give him a piggyback ride.
I'm taking Endometrin 3x/day, wondering if I'd jeopardize anything by just doing it 2x/day. Probably worth a call to the RE.
My beta isn't until 5/31 ... it's gonna be a l-o-n-g holiday weekend. I'm thinking about POAS, which I didn't do with any of my IUIs.
Congrats to C+C Baby Factory (living up to the name!) on her recent positive beta! Way to represent for the 40+ crowd!
I just found a video clip from Ever-Changing Moods on YouTube ... and it did cheer me up a little. I love (and miss) the '80s. I added the link in the first line if in need of a pick-me-up.
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I was taking Endometrin 3x/day too. I was just reduced to 2x/day when I got my first beta.
Your dream was funny! I had crazy dreams too, and I usually don't remember my dreams.
Pretty soon the weekend will be over! I'll be stopping by to see how you are.. :)
Here from Cyclesista. Hope your weekend flies by!
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